{"id":1887,"date":"2022-05-22T17:55:13","date_gmt":"2022-05-22T21:55:13","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/surledivan.ca\/english\/?p=1887"},"modified":"2022-06-30T13:59:06","modified_gmt":"2022-06-30T17:59:06","slug":"mon-why-et-un-choix-irreparable","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/surledivan.ca\/english\/mon-why-et-un-choix-irreparable\/","title":{"rendered":"My Why and a irreparable choice."},"content":{"rendered":"\t\t<div data-elementor-type=\"wp-post\" data-elementor-id=\"1887\" class=\"elementor elementor-1887\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-77a514e elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"77a514e\" data-element_type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-100 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-3667657\" data-id=\"3667657\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-d3169cb elementor-widget elementor-widget-image\" data-id=\"d3169cb\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"image.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t<style>\/*! elementor - v3.12.1 - 02-04-2023 *\/\n.elementor-widget-image{text-align:center}.elementor-widget-image a{display:inline-block}.elementor-widget-image a img[src$=\".svg\"]{width:48px}.elementor-widget-image img{vertical-align:middle;display:inline-block}<\/style>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<img decoding=\"async\" width=\"1400\" height=\"700\" src=\"https:\/\/surledivan.ca\/english\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/03\/candle-g219ca8c1c_1920-1400x700.jpg\" class=\"attachment-secondline-themes-blog-post size-secondline-themes-blog-post wp-image-1082\" alt=\"\" \/>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-22e50ec elementor-widget elementor-widget-heading\" data-id=\"22e50ec\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"heading.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t<style>\/*! elementor - v3.12.1 - 02-04-2023 *\/\n.elementor-heading-title{padding:0;margin:0;line-height:1}.elementor-widget-heading .elementor-heading-title[class*=elementor-size-]>a{color:inherit;font-size:inherit;line-height:inherit}.elementor-widget-heading .elementor-heading-title.elementor-size-small{font-size:15px}.elementor-widget-heading .elementor-heading-title.elementor-size-medium{font-size:19px}.elementor-widget-heading .elementor-heading-title.elementor-size-large{font-size:29px}.elementor-widget-heading .elementor-heading-title.elementor-size-xl{font-size:39px}.elementor-widget-heading .elementor-heading-title.elementor-size-xxl{font-size:59px}<\/style><h2 class=\"elementor-heading-title elementor-size-default\">My Why and an irreparable choice.<\/h2>\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-1d593eb elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"1d593eb\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t<style>\/*! elementor - v3.12.1 - 02-04-2023 *\/\n.elementor-widget-text-editor.elementor-drop-cap-view-stacked .elementor-drop-cap{background-color:#69727d;color:#fff}.elementor-widget-text-editor.elementor-drop-cap-view-framed .elementor-drop-cap{color:#69727d;border:3px solid;background-color:transparent}.elementor-widget-text-editor:not(.elementor-drop-cap-view-default) .elementor-drop-cap{margin-top:8px}.elementor-widget-text-editor:not(.elementor-drop-cap-view-default) .elementor-drop-cap-letter{width:1em;height:1em}.elementor-widget-text-editor .elementor-drop-cap{float:left;text-align:center;line-height:1;font-size:50px}.elementor-widget-text-editor .elementor-drop-cap-letter{display:inline-block}<\/style>\t\t\t\t<div>**\u00a0 Warning \u2013 This blog post talks about suicide and might not be suitable. **<\/div><div class=\"a8nywdso j7796vcc rz4wbd8a l29c1vbm\"><em><span class=\"d2edcug0 hpfvmrgz qv66sw1b c1et5uql lr9zc1uh a8c37x1j fe6kdd0r mau55g9w c8b282yb keod5gw0 nxhoafnm aigsh9s9 d3f4x2em iv3no6db jq4qci2q a3bd9o3v b1v8xokw oo9gr5id\" dir=\"auto\">\u00a0<\/span><\/em><\/div><div class=\"a8nywdso j7796vcc rz4wbd8a l29c1vbm\"><div class=\"bi6gxh9e\"><span class=\"d2edcug0 hpfvmrgz qv66sw1b c1et5uql lr9zc1uh jq4qci2q a3bd9o3v b1v8xokw oo9gr5id\">I lost a very good friend of mine 27 years ago to suicide. I hate saying that he chose to end his life because I don\u2019t believe suicide can ever be considered as a choice, not really ! An absence of feasible choices is what a person in such darkness is battling with. I so wish I would have recognized his suffering ! I wish he would have reached out to me over and over until I got the message ! I wish I could go back and do or say anything in my power to stop the irreparable from happening. I miss my friend dearly and I don\u2019t want any other human being to go through what so many of us have, since that sad night 27 years ago.<\/span><\/div><div class=\"bi6gxh9e\"><span class=\"d2edcug0 hpfvmrgz qv66sw1b c1et5uql lr9zc1uh jq4qci2q a3bd9o3v b1v8xokw oo9gr5id\">When in darkness, search for a glimpse of beauty ! Look for what feels warm and expansive ! Find what excites you ! Slow down ! Remember to be kind to yourself, no matter what ! Mostly, hang on ! And from my heart and soul to yours, if you need help, please reach out and don\u2019t stop reaching until you get the exact help you need and deserve.<\/span><\/div><div class=\"bi6gxh9e\"><span class=\"d2edcug0 hpfvmrgz qv66sw1b c1et5uql lr9zc1uh jq4qci2q a3bd9o3v b1v8xokw oo9gr5id\">Thank you for making the effort you can, when you can. Thank you for still aiming to contribute the very best of yourself, even when you don\u2019t think there\u2019s anything left to give. I truly believe that if you are here, it\u2019s because you are needed ! There\u2019s a reason, reasons ! And if this post reaches you in a space in which you can\u2019t quite believe that you are indeed needed and significant, then just borrow my belief for the time being. I\u2019ll believe it enough for both of us\u00a0<span class=\"pq6dq46d tbxw36s4 knj5qynh kvgmc6g5 ditlmg2l oygrvhab nvdbi5me sf5mxxl7 gl3lb2sf hhz5lgdu\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/static.xx.fbcdn.net\/images\/emoji.php\/v9\/t4c\/1\/16\/1f642.png\" alt=\"\ud83d\ude42\" width=\"16\" height=\"16\" \/><\/span><\/span><\/div><div class=\"bi6gxh9e\"><span class=\"d2edcug0 hpfvmrgz qv66sw1b c1et5uql lr9zc1uh jq4qci2q a3bd9o3v b1v8xokw oo9gr5id\">You are loved !<\/span><\/div><div class=\"bi6gxh9e\"><span class=\"d2edcug0 hpfvmrgz qv66sw1b c1et5uql lr9zc1uh jq4qci2q a3bd9o3v b1v8xokw oo9gr5id\">Thank you for being here\u00a0<span class=\"pq6dq46d tbxw36s4 knj5qynh kvgmc6g5 ditlmg2l oygrvhab nvdbi5me sf5mxxl7 gl3lb2sf hhz5lgdu\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/static.xx.fbcdn.net\/images\/emoji.php\/v9\/t4c\/1\/16\/1f642.png\" alt=\"\ud83d\ude42\" width=\"16\" height=\"16\" \/><\/span><\/span><\/div><div class=\"bi6gxh9e\"><span class=\"d2edcug0 hpfvmrgz qv66sw1b c1et5uql lr9zc1uh jq4qci2q a3bd9o3v b1v8xokw oo9gr5id\"><a class=\"oajrlxb2 g5ia77u1 qu0x051f esr5mh6w e9989ue4 r7d6kgcz rq0escxv nhd2j8a9 nc684nl6 p7hjln8o kvgmc6g5 cxmmr5t8 oygrvhab hcukyx3x jb3vyjys rz4wbd8a qt6c0cv9 a8nywdso i1ao9s8h esuyzwwr f1sip0of lzcic4wl gpro0wi8 py34i1dx\" tabindex=\"0\" role=\"link\" href=\"https:\/\/www.crisisservicescanada.ca\/en\/?fbclid=IwAR3cO0mEKXl2KESnPkrLHrqDSfi2HLfyVt0VtsDOaI65nyuhFNixo1ubADk\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\">https:\/\/www.crisisservicescanada.ca\/en\/<\/a><\/span><\/div><div class=\"bi6gxh9e\"><span class=\"d2edcug0 hpfvmrgz qv66sw1b c1et5uql lr9zc1uh jq4qci2q a3bd9o3v b1v8xokw oo9gr5id\">1 833-456-4566<\/span><\/div><\/div>\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>My Why and an irreparable choice. **&nbsp; Warning \u2013 This blog post talks about suicide and might not be suitable. **&nbsp;I lost a very good friend of mine 27 years ago to suicide. I hate saying that he chose to end his life because I don\u2019t believe suicide can ever be considered as a choice,&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"elementor_header_footer","format":"standard","meta":{"episode_type":"","audio_file":"","cover_image":"","cover_image_id":"","duration":"","filesize":"","date_recorded":"","explicit":"","block":"","filesize_raw":""},"categories":[34],"tags":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/surledivan.ca\/english\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1887"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/surledivan.ca\/english\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/surledivan.ca\/english\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/surledivan.ca\/english\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/surledivan.ca\/english\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1887"}],"version-history":[{"count":56,"href":"https:\/\/surledivan.ca\/english\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1887\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2385,"href":"https:\/\/surledivan.ca\/english\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1887\/revisions\/2385"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/surledivan.ca\/english\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1887"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/surledivan.ca\/english\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1887"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/surledivan.ca\/english\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1887"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}